poetry by savannah cooper
Subtle Thorns
Pulling weeds in the yard, I cut my hands. Small
slices, little more than papercuts, stinging with every
touch. A metaphor, perhaps, for how harmless-looking
things hurt or how creating something lovely or simply
tidy is not without its scars. Really, just a story about how
I think I can get away without wearing gardening gloves,
believe that which doesn’t look sharp cannot possibly cut,
refuse to learn differently. My mother has stepped on dead
bees twice walking barefoot in her yard, has had to pry
stingers from her skin, and still walks in the grass shoeless.
I don’t come from hardy stock. We’re the ones that evolution
likes to leave behind. I know I would survive no apocalypse,
which is why I’ve always feared the end of the world. Let
zombies take me, I probably had it coming, wandering alone
after dark beyond the walls or, far more likely, drinking dirty
water in a desperate fit of thirst. The fact that my genes
have lived this long makes me believe I must have something
to offer humanity, but I scraped my leg falling up the steps
leading out of the garage, and I forgot to put on bug spray
before walking in the evening. Too often I find a bruise
with no memory of its origin, sometimes find blood
on my finger and can’t recall the source of the cut.
Band-aids are a rush job in this house, a desperate clawing
through the medicine cabinet while holding the offending
digit in the air. Maybe that’s it then—stubborn survivability.
I keep going because it doesn’t occur to me not to. Wash off
my hand and forget each wound until it stings.
Savannah Cooper (she/her) is a leftist bisexual agnostic and a slow-ripening disappointment to her Baptist parents. You can almost always find her at home, reading or cuddling with her dogs and cat. A Pushcart Prize nominated poet, her work has previously appeared in Parentheses Journal, indicia, and Bear Review, among numerous other publications.